Wednesday, November 28, 2012

SoulMate, It Is a Fitrah

Allah did not forbid us from admiring or loving someone. He allows us, humankind, to love each other. Because He is the one who create us with this feeling, and it called fitrah. It is fitrah to love somebody. But still we have our syariah rule, where we are not allowed to go beyond the non-muhrim limitation.

   What I did was, every time I miss that particular person, I will expressed my feeling by making dua to Allah The Almighty. I will pray the best for him. I'll ask Allah whether he is my mate, and guide me towards a better future. One of the ulama' said that when you are missing someone, go put your hand close to your chest, recite Al-Fatihah and make dua to Allah so that particular person will feel that longing feeling as well, in order to unites both feelings. It is a right way in order to have that someone, instead of go coupling.

   I am in that mood of love. I wont prevent this feeling like what certain pious people do. Because I know it is a fitrah right. So I'll deals this in a right way. InshAllah will see what will happen next =) . Allah bless...

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

That So Current Demands!

I got variety of events to be implemented. I got at least 2 meetings ( at most 4) every week, and frequently clash with one another. I have to update in average 3 assignments for every day in my week. I must cover that subjects that I'm weak at everyday. I have to also deal with my routine, as a student who live independently. I have to wash my clothes, and dried them, which is I hate it very much. I must prepare my foods for breakfast, lunch, and dinner by myself.

   So, do you think that a common girl/woman like me is able to deal with this kind of student life? I get stressed at sometime, well it's common, it is one way of responding to a problems. I try to motivate myself, to always entertain these busy-s nicely. Well, I am a moslem, so I have Allah to help me.

   Think positively, treat that busy-s nicely, smiles at them. They are just a life pattern that you must accept and deal with. They are nothing but interference kind of things. Allah bless me.

Thursday, November 15, 2012

The World is an Illusion

your world is an illusion. from the day you were born, you have been conditioned. you're school thought you to be quiet, neutral & numb. you're media desensitized(peka) you to the suffering of your fellow human beings and the systems slowly isolated you until it somehow felt normal to feel alone on the planet with 8 billion others people on it. you work hard with you're future with your reward always just around the next corner or just up the next step. everything was tomorrow, and tomorrow never come. and you realize too late that you never lived at all. something was missing and no matter how much you work, partied or paid you could not disguise it. you accepted it as natural for one to be wealthy whilst another is poor, or the absurd notion (ridiculous) that we must pay back the debt of our own existence. we traded community culture for corporate comfort and our most precious resource, our time, as a commodity. we have to move beyond revolution and into the next stage of human evolution. a time marked by unparalleled compassion and peaceful co-existence. the shape of which we cannot foresee as it must be created together. we will not take no power back as we shall empower ourselves, and we shall say: We are the humans. We are awake now. We reclaim our destiny.

   I got this from The Idealist. This is so true that the world nowadays, is acting unfair at all time by all means. We do have our right, yes absolutely. But in what way we can fight for it, demonstration, public speaking, flashmob, & etc? Sometimes those are like puppet. It does not applicable at all. What's the function?

   For some reasons, yes it is worth it. Where the society are being brainwashed, giving them a new idea about what the world and its governance really is, and yet the society can be more rational in order to response with their life. Otherwisw, some 'fight for our right' stuffs are going to fanatical that the so called fighters are going over the top! It will reflect on their mannerism, they'll lost it, and yet their discipline goes menyimpang & terpesong. They will became an extreme activist that they themselves are not really sure 'bout the motives and the purpose of joining this activism and stuffs. ...and I say this through what I had experienced and observed...

   I was tired with all this. Sometimes I feel like want to be like those Palestinians, syahid while struggling for Islam, and with Allah permissions, will enter the jannah, which I want it so badly. But who are we to against Allah's plan, and i knew this, astaghfirullah. So all we can do is pray the best for our living, make efforts towards a pleasure life, inshAllah...

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Let see how long you can survive with your Ego

   It's not good to put your ego beyond everything. It's kind of a loss when you want that something but you leave it, just because your level of ego is more than your desire. Just leave your ego behind, free your thought and your soul from being surrounded by those lame-ego. You'll have the world! Feel your life. Make it meaningful.
   But yea, if you just cannot do so, let see how long you can survive with your ego...

 - I got this particular friend of me, and he was just so... =.=  -

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Assalamu, it's been a while...

Long time no see...
   Now i'm here in UNIMAS doing Political Science. Some might like it but some might not, as for me, this is the best deal to accomplish my dream inshAllah. I'd like to make some sharing, which i think it is the best way to express what i feel here in UNIMAS.
   I had changed. People including friends & family noticed me changing. But honestly, i just found the real me, something like who I am. Its not about being transformed, but it is something like discovering the real me.
   Okay, doing social science make me extra concern about the world and its society. It is more and less open my mind & give me extra ideas about how the world goes and spinned!
I was surrounded by variety kind of people and their thought respectively. In order for me to enhance myself to accomplish a better future of mine, i must strictly choose the best person to be my buddy & to share his opinion, whatever opinion as long as it help me to get new ideas from day to day. But still, i can became a friend to everybody.
   Another issue, assignment are like a ton here. I don't think assignment are needed to evaluating students intelligence. Student are advanced nowadays that they are tend to do plagiarism. But at the end of the day, marks are given based on assignment, which is I think it is not fair at all. Honestly, I got nothing from assignment, except for tiring and boring. I don't get the knowledge, & the message neither. It has something to do with our Ministry of Education.
   So, daa~